January 2012
22 posts
Why is it we try do much,
But others only see the surface
Of our thoughts and feelings?
Looks like things are returning
To how they were
And I can’t stick around and be
A rebound
When I am ready to give my all to you
So here’s to leaving you behind
I have too much love to give,
And when I needed you the most
You left me behind
So enjoy your artificial glory
Your talents as you sweat over her
Not I
For I will be as free as a bird and my heart will be whole...
December 2011
30 posts
I dreamed that they built an ice rink
in the middle of your grounds
and she took the precious time to
draw hearts and stars down your tired neck
and you were so happy and you didn’t mind,
but I did,
I did
I guess that’s where we draw the line.
I guess this is how it shall be
all these nights questioning
If I did the right thing,
did I choose the right way
why am I always given these
awful turnouts, these
these life-changing moments
that will “make me stronger”
in the end
maybe I want this all to end
maybe I don’t want to deal with this anymore
looking into study abroad programs..
think this is what i need to do.
Tragic events prepare you for better things to...
gothalien:
You are stronger and better for it. You are capable of anything.
sheddingpetals:
Never Will I tell you How often you occur In my wishing and winding thoughts Each day.
“There was a point in time when my mother would pride me on the maturity I showed...”
– natalie
this is really beautiful
(via sealegslegssea)
I know you’re tellin her tomorrow
And what’s weird is that I’d rather be the one
To cry all the tears
Then to have someone else feel the way i did when you shared…
I guess due to lack of control, I am dreading tomorrow
The sadness over seeing someone else is overwhelming
focus focus focus
the knowing
Oh how I sit before you
knowing your fate tomorrow afternoon
and how much heartache it will cause
and how I can’t be there for you
but I know you must do this alone
I can’t cry tears anymore
for maybe this will pull us together
and when the night turns into morning
We’ll have lighter hearts and brighter eyes
you’ll never fully appreciate someone until they’re...
and she cried so hard,
you would have thought someone died
but maybe their life’s start now
for her and you
make it your own
she’ll her way again